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i love to go for MUET tuition on every friday!it's relaxing and enjoying particularly when teacher talking many funny "tale"...oh ya, general knowledge too!as usual, i went for the tuition just now and today im really exposed to the speaking test!after distributing the paper which is mainly about social issues, teacher gave us a brief view on the whole flowing of speaking test.Moments later,she's asking for volunteers for a trial.some of you may think that it shouldnt be a problem to me as i love to talk!talking during lesson,spare time,recess....not even a single second i would let off!this is what i am----eccentric and making the most noise.But today,things doesnt turn out as what i thought!the moment that teacher asking for volunteers, my heart trembling and legs shaking.i just dont know why and where am i gone something wrong.It just didnt make sense!or maybe it is because this few months, i was just comfortably going to school,didnt have any special activity that providing me the chance to develop an exceptional speaking skill.i believed that i have build a strong foundation in speaking during my secondary school life based on all the cocurricular activities especially B&K, really giving me a lot of chances to be extraordinary!but then today,i have no fortitude even for a step further!Feeling like a totally write-off now!