Awake!

slap me or kill me, i want to totally forget about it! Have been reeling on the same matter time and again, sometime really hate myself for beingwhat i am right now. Okay, i shall make a promise to myself not to think of the same problem again! please help me, and please give me the strength to delete you in my memory! i really want to delete delete and delete!Often waste a lot of time in front of computer, waiting for you to go online.I'm totally foolish! this feeling is just so crapy!i wan to get out of it! Result just going downhill, but i just keep on give myself excuses! Oh please, is it me? Hying that i known will never be reeling on the the stupid matter..but yet i did this time! That's the reason i hate myself! i , myself found that this kind of huiying is so annoying.Okay, just make a deal to yourself! Never think about it anymore, never think about him anymore, it's not worth! your goal is your upcoming and the most important exam ever!pay fully attention on study like anybody else did okay! Dont just get back the same poor stupid result again! No more excuses, no more stupid thoughts,just wage all out for the exam because u deserved better result!Dont waste this golden and challenging opportunity! once in a lifetime! you ll feel awesome and much satisfaction if you do work hard and score the best! yes, right now, start from this moment, never ever think of the stupid things..if yes i did, u can give me a slap as a wake up call for me. cz i found that im such a failure n really stupid thinking for something that not belong to me! it's not worth! nobody can help u out except yourself! So please! u can do it! yes! u ll suceed only if you want it!then, what's more you waiting for! just go all ahead for your studies! the path ahead is bright and of cz there will be much more options ,choices. Stop going around the small world here and broaden your horizon, do it well for the exam nad there ll be many alternative paths just for you! and here i wish those who having the same circumstance as me be tough, be strong, be determine cz u must excel! n yes, u really will..juz see whether you choose to take control of the problem or u juz let the problem dominate you! Good Luck People!